Graduation Part 2

First, let me begin by apologizing for neglecting you for so long. I feel sort of like a Catholic entering confessional after a year of sinning. It’s been about 6 months since my last entry. So much has past that it would cheapen the memories to rehash it all to you.

Right now I stand in the greatest transition period of my life. I literally have 5 days until I am finished with college. I say finished with college not that I have graduated. To be frank, my final on Friday determines whether or not I graduate. I’m quite stressed about it. I feel I will pass. I feel I will graduate. I just don’t want to jinx it.

This evening I was standing in my kitchen discussing with Sam, my incredible roommate (On the subject of roommates, I have really lucked out this semester. My roommates are incredible and I really don’t want to leave them), how we had to make sure I didn’t leave any of my dishes. This subject caught me off guard as it finally sunk in that I was moving out. Moving out of an apartment I adore and leaving roommates I adore even more. I know I can do this and I know there is more out there for me than Mary Wash. I’m not one of those people that can be in school for the rest of their life and I’m really looking forward to actually getting a job. In the same respect, I don’t know where I will be in a month and this fact scares me to no end.

What does the future hold? To be honest, I have no idea.